Celebrity Twin

So, this week on facebook people are posting pictures of their celeb twin. Adam has always said I remind him of Rebecca Romijn Stemos (yea, I don't see it either) but there is a website that uploads a picture of you and compares your face to celebrities. My top two matches were Lauren Graham and Christie Brinkley. *shrug* What do you think?

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy

Worship, and God---for Me

So at church on Sunday I shared what worship and God mean to me, and I how experience that. It took me awhile to figure out just what I wanted to put, and how to word what I meant, and I still wasn't sure if I would be understood, or sound crazy. I was amazed afterwards when I was told by several people "I really could worship with it, after hearing you speak", or "I feel like I understand a whole new aspect of you now." It was incredibly encouraging, since I seldom share on this subject (unless prompted, like Sunday) because it isn't always well received. Here is what I shared:


When I’m listening to certain music, epic & pressing in some way after a few moments a feeling creeps into me that I can’t quite name. My chest tightens, I feel the urge to close my eyes, and I need to move. I can picture the movements, the perfect movements for that piece of music.

Sometimes it’s just the urge to dance that comes over me, without any music at all, a particular move my body wants to make, always accompjavascript:void(0)anied with the tightness in my chest & the urge to close my eyes. Watching performances with the specific type of music or dance has the same affect for me, often with tears.

For me, dancing has always been a very private and guarded thing. I either want to be alone, or somewhere “safe”, “removed” and “expected”, like rehearsal or a performance. Dancing I’m no longer myself, but this puppeted creature, moved about by the music and something that isn’t of this world. It’s how I was created to feel and express, to worship and be.

This clip may not strike you as particularly “epic” or “intense” but I love it because she possesses amazing grace and skill. She moves with the music in her rehearsal clothes in an empty auditorium, feeling everything.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz2Gp7a38DM

Dutchess v Gatorade

For your Thursday viewing pleasure, here is a video Adam and I took of Dutchess v. a Gatorade bottle we took not too long ago.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gakAJsDwlbo

A Renewed Aunt & Uncle-hood

On Tuesday, January 12th at 10:45am the newest member of our family was born!!! Daniel Ryan Owens came into this world healthy and happy at 19" 7lb4oz. :) And it was amazing to be a part of it! Daniel is the son of Adam's oldest brother, Jacob, and his fiancée, Leticia. They had asked us to come up and be a part of the day, which really felt like a gift since we are still getting to know Leticia, and it's such an important day! But, as they took him to the Nurses' room to take his information (footprints, etc) we all gathered at the glass windows and watched. Even more special was seeing Jacob leaning down, talking to his little, tiny son.

What was particularly funny, was that since Leticia's family is Hispanic, as we were seeing the baby you heard the Owens side saying "my goodness, look how dark his hair is!!" at almost the same time the Aguilar side was resounding in "he's so white!!". It made us all laugh, he's the perfect, beautiful blend of both of them. We were so excited to see him, to hold him, to see Leticia and how she was doing...I couldn't believe how quickly the day escaped while we were there!

Leticia was doing really well, especially for having just had a c-section. She did get sick while we were there, but I was amazed every time the nurses came in for her "pain level" and she would calmly reply "no pain, but I am nauseous..." She's so much tougher than I would be!!! She did admit, smiling, that right before they wheeled her into the surgery room this morning she looked at Jacob and said "I changed my mind, I can't do this!!".

Here are Adam and I, proud Aunt & Uncle we are!

The baby fever I had been severely suffering from back in the early fall, had seemed to bury itself. I had read a lot, everything I could, about preparing for parenthood, parenthood, pregnancy, birthing choices...the works! I was also able to have amazing discussions with a few spectacular women about their choices and how they felt about them. Babies, obviously, are an immense responsibility and not to be taken lightly...which is why we're waiting and reading in the mean time. So we can be set up in the best way for a baby, when we welcome one into our own little family. But I digress...all the logic and conversation had seemed to bury these feelings, and they'd poke out there heads occasionally at the sight of sweet child, or conversation with one of our friends who are parents. When we got to the hospital though, in the "baby" wing...it was all over. It was as if my entire body was going "This could be us you know! We should be the ones in here!!". As offsetting to baby fever as you might think a recovering c-section mother and newborn might be, it was quite the opposite. It excited me..."I want this! I can do this!!". I kept this all to myself, but knew Adam was picking up on my baby frequency as he leaned over, gave me a knowing look and a kiss. So this week, it is back to reading. Reading and research, and focusing on baby Daniel for now, knowing one day we'll have our own little bundle.

New Year, New Traditions

This New Years was also a little different for us. Normally my family is aflutter with candy making, the kitchen is full and constantly sending out wonderful food of one kind or another, Christmas music is still playing, and we can't stop talking. Things are generally a little different at the Owens' house...except for this year. This year, they hosted a New Years dinner, which included all of us, and some of our friends. Homesick, I made my mom's 3 signature Christmas time dishes, Carrot Casserole, Spinach Soufflé, and Mushroom Stuffing! This was huge since...I don't cook. But, I have to say, it turned out pretty well, and made me want to try cooking more often! (you'll have to ask Adam whether that is a good thing or not...) We played some games, and even made it to midnight!!! (I crashed at about 1:30am...)

We also spent a lot of time hanging out with Mitchell, Jessica, Cydney & Brandon, playing Wii (I so, so want one!), Balderdash, and hanging out in the hot tub!!
Being with them always makes me laugh, and reminds me how lucky Adam and I am to have friends who are so awesome!!!

3-2-1 Happy 2010!!! Here's to the next year!!!

Happy Holidays Indeed

So, as it turns out, Adam was right (I hate admitting this, but it seems so often to be the case). Christmas was wonderful! For starters, we got lots of play time in with our niece and nephew,(I am now a Hungry Hungry Hippos Champion) and my best friend Cydney was kind enough to take them out to her barn to ride her horse and play with her miniature ponies and donkey. We had several nights of staying up with Adam's sister and her husband, whom we love very much! Two nights before Christmas, Adam and I snuck out and set up the tree, which no one had brought down yet, which was one of my favorite thing we did all break, a bit like playing elves!
For Christmas Eve, we were invited to Cydney's mother's house, which was really nice. I even tried some of the tofu ribs and have to say, I'm a fan!!! We did Christmas with them there, Candy gave us all the makings of a homemade date via Williams and Sonoma, and a gift card for a night out, it was very sweet. Cyd & Brandon were a bit more adventurous...we both got one of Cydney's famous chocolate dipped pears, and I got my very own....3 dimensional unicorn mug!!! (You know your're jealous!!) Even better, she got Adam an oil diffuser that's a giant dinosaur guarding its eggs....they make me laugh so hard sometimes. Oh! And in keeping with meatetarian v vegetarian t-shirts, the vegetarians gave him a new one from the collection "I didn't claw my way to the top of the food chain just to eat lettuce." :) Following my family's tradition, Adam and I made it to midnight mass by ourselves, and then quietly snuck in to the house, knowing we only had a couple hours of sleep before the kids would wake us up with the excitement of Santa's visit. Christmas morning was wonderful, Cynthia and I spent a good deal of time getting ready together in the bathroom, after it always being Ry and me, it's fun to have a big sister now, especially one with a sense of humor! Christmas day had the whole family together and presents being passed every direction, Adam surprised me with gifts from Santa, since we had decided to do gifts for our ever-expanding family instead of each other. Imagine my surprise when there were 3 packages under the tree for me! (Don't worry! I have his too, but am saving them for Christmas at my parent's house!!) I was given my traditional Christmas Nutcracker, since I collect them, and this one was beautiful, and my tallest at two feet! Adam also got me a new Steinbach ornament for our tree, "something a little Irish and a little German, since I missed my family", it was the Irish Steinbach. And last, but not least, he managed to find a Lenox 2008 "Our First Christmas" ornament!!! I was so sad no one had gotten us one last year, but felt silly buying one now, it was absolutely perfect!

The rest of Christmas was spent between the McCulloughs with dinner and games and back at the Owens house, where we taught the games to the rest of the family. I forget until I have moments like Christmas day, how lucky I really am to have such a wonderful and loving family, O'Connells, Fishers, Owens, Elliots and the like! It was a very happy Christmas, and one I'll treasure.

Christmas Emotions

So, I am trying hard, hard hard to be excited about Christmas this year, but it's not really happening. While I'm happy we'll get to celebrate with Cynthia & Mark (the best in-laws ever, seriously) and the kids, and I know we'll have fun....It's hard not to be completely disapointed that we're missing Christmas with my family, again, in Hawaii, again...One of the difficulties of marriage I hadn't put too much thought into--not having your parents pay to fly you everywhere (at least when it's the two of you we're talking about). :( To most people, reading that they would think it's Hawaii I'm bummed over, wrong! (well, sort of) I would obviously be crazy not to want to be in Hawaii versus Amarillo (have you been to Amarillo?!?!), but it's the whole Christmas experiece with my family and my grandparents I miss. We were unable to go last year because we had just gotten married, and this year we had to buy a new car...there's always something! My in-laws are amazing, and I feel so blessed to have them, but they're not my crazy parents, and there's no Ryan to tease, no Pappy to call me Geraldine or a Nana to insist we go to Church and bake at every given opportunity. It's not the same. It doesn't feel like Christmas without all that...It just feels like a strange long-weekend. *shrug* I know once we're all together, with Elizabeth & Ethan running through the house, Jacob & Leticia over talking about the baby, and Mark & Cynthia to joke with my sadness will fade and give way to laughter. But I know at one point on Christmas day, I will sneak off to cry quietly and compose myself, missing the holiday I love with the people who understand me best. For now, there are meals to plan, and people to see and the new traditions Adam and I are creating for ourselves. Starting 3 years ago, we began a tradition of stocking-ninjas!!! (yes, you read that right) We go to the store the week of Christmas and secretly buy goodies to pile into the stockings, candy, silly toothbrushes, razors--the important stuff, obviously! ;) We've also continued my family's tradition of midnight mass on Christmas Eve, a lonely tradition when we're without them, as no one else every wants to go. I have to admit though, there's something oddly romantic about being alone with Adam in a beautiful church at midnight, celebrating the birth of the most important child. These are memories I am saving, memories I know I'll appreciate the older and busier we get.